Undoubtedly, I resonate the most with this one in addition to the last part of Van Gogh "I am in it with all my heart"!

I've been taken by my numerous kids (indoor and many more outdoor) responsibilities for so long I am starting to feel the heaviness of having prioritized my momma and stray animals advocation endeavors at the expense of my creative work...

I am aware it has something to do with my ongoing struggle (that started on October 2021; holy smokes 8 months ago) with the 5th level of my Rescuer pattern (animal-related) ! I had a doubt it would be the trickiest and most resisting one and I've been confirming it over and over again...

I made my mind last weekend to start forcing myself and stay with the discomfort of failing some of the stray kids, and no matter how much I hate it, I am committed to honor my decision and can't wait to retrieve some balance soon!

Thanks a million for creating and for being who you are, my soul-sister! 🤗💙🙏✨🦋