This is not really a good and effective drive, my friend, I'm afraid!!! It didn't prevent a maligant narcissist from abusing me in a very subtle way while I was in that euphoria of transforming! Truth is I was merely numbing until my out-of-body experience took place and that my "why" drastically changed!
If the purpose of our transformation is solely feeling better about ourselves, chances are high we will not be able to pay the price: the pain of meeting our demons and conditioning constructs. Some mission that goes beyond ourselves might be the key!