The kind of masterpieces deserving of a billion claps!!!!!!!!! I so feel you, my friend! I know your malignant narcissist! Mine almost pushed me to end my life in September 2018! And you know what? He’s the trauma for which I’m the most grateful to the Universe! Without him, I wouldn’t have had my out-of-body experience. Without him, the servant leader in me wouldn’t have dissociated to show me all the lies and BS of my previous miserable-- while perfect from the outside-- existence. Without him, I wouldn’t have been capable of figuring out my principled legacy. Without him, I wouldn’t have been triggered to drastically kill who I was and unleash my true self. I feel you, but I’m glad for you! It’s all that you needed to be set free! 💙