Oh boy! That was too hard to read, you precious being and friend! 🥺😭💎🕊
I'm so very sorry for what you've been going through...I can't even imagine how painful it is not only to deal with such a condition endangering your right to live; I feel you beyond words for the stigmas and unfair accusations; most importantly the lack of understanding or even the effort to!
Goodness, we all humans want to be understood! That's a basic human need! I'm not even mentioned having the righy to a safe emotional space where we are actively listened to, offered compassion, validated, encouraged, appreciated, and celebrated! And especially a gentle soul and brilliant mind like you (from ecperience) deserves the very best in this Universe! I'm so heartbroken because of what you have to face and deal with everyday and can merely offer to stay silently with your pain...💙