My exquisite friend, I genuinely am out of words...💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 First and foremost, I wanna thank you dearly for your activism and service, for all the pure souls you unconditionally loved and helped see there are good hoomans in our world... 🙏🙏🙏
That being said, your compassionate heart touched my soul more than I can put it into words... but I want you to rest assured: yes, my heart is shuttered into a million pieces but I'm peaceful. I have no fear whatsoever from nothing; not even from death. I've been driven by fear my whole existence up to 4 years ago when I almost killed myself and had an OBE. I had to reprogram my subconscious and slowly but surely fear was replaced by love. I don't fear for myself; I don't fear for any beloved or deserving of love being. I feel frustrated; I feel enraged; I feel extremely sad... I traveled to Brazil to volunteer for 3 months in 2021. It was in the midst of the pandemic and I was accompanied by my first baby girl Mimi. I am a firm believer than a life virtuously lived can end at any moment and it would be worth it! I'm living my new life so that when death shows up, I can welcome it with open arms and a peaceful heart instead of fear... When it comes to other Animal Protection volunteers or structures, the sad truth is that they are so rare here! No NGOs, very few overwhelmed shelters, no funds at all... I had to sell my car to pay my endless depts... I'm constantly struggling financially... and obviously I'm neutering and vaccinating but mostly kitties, both boys and girls, to take as many as possible to shelters (much easier than doggies). Thanks again for your precious heart! 💙