I'm so thrilled the nightmare of an abusive marriage (probably narcissitic) one is over! I love your storytelling! You undoubtedly have a beautiful gift! 💙 But if I may, I wish you a real connection/bond with a genuine guy instead of feeling lust with a charming me... Hope you'll not be repeating the same story like we all do until we discover why we do it (attachment theory as a hint)... So glad you could enjoy some time off thanks to your sweet brother!