I was once in that dark place, my friend... I even almost killed myself before being saved at the very last moment through an OBE! It seems to me that severe depression is merely another symptom of the lost parts of our soul begging as to do the work and heal our traumas... I hope you'll listen to the call! It's anything but an easy or smooth process. It's wholeheartedly worth it, nonetheless; probably the most important investment of your whole current existence, and the Universe will thank you for it!