I learned today this word and its meaning (selfish love) in a fabulous video filled with pure wisdom, shoud you be interested (the part about love starts at 05:48):

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUXEqS6GqUU&list=PLL9Om1wmhUbKb9z4sKX1VE7QVKT6aJC1M&index=41