I didn't but I'd love to! There was a time (a year after my re-birth and having done a major part of my healing) when I used to feel that way EVEN AMID THE MOST CHAOTIC TIMES OF COVID! That was before embarking into my volunteering endeavors for the stray kids! Now, I still feel pure moments of joy accompanied by gratitude all the time, but my heart grieves more times than I'd like to admit it! I feel inner peace but anything close to lightness...