For some reason, those mesmerizing lines reminded me of a song I shot some time ago. It's about grief: the kind of grief on which we had no control (death or the other party decided to leave us).
Interestingly, there is another type that could be much harsher: choosing to grieve a broken and toxic relationship, especially when it’s a life-time one! We grieve hope; we grieve a delusional life; we grieve the dream of a healthy relationship (a mutual exchange of energy, respect, and unconditional love), and radically accept the ugly and unfair reality. That’s too much and I am talking from a place of experience!
Here is the song, should you be interested (you won't understand the words, most probably, but definitely the feelings!):