Awww I can resonate wholly with what you're feeling! My overwhelm used to be the keyword during the first year following my re-birth and starting the real work of re-writing my twisted program so that I could set my soul free! Slowly but surely, I was taking the decision to get rid of my old circle and any person who was draining my energy (mainly because my emotional boundaries were too weak). For a year at least, I didn't join any social gathering! The only people I was seeing were my family members (even though I made sure it was short given that my Mom is one of the main toxic people in my life; being a covert narcissist) and my gym friends for a few minutes after the class! Before we can reconnect with our original Center "the Principles" again, the Self Center will be our temporary one, and that's perfectly okay even when everybody starts calling you selfish! You need to understand and accept that the right people will always respect and that those who would get offended are the same ones who were taking advantage of you having no boundaries! They are not worth your friendship and investment, anyway! You won't lose them! They didn't deserve a ticket to your sacred world, in the first place!